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Sabazzzzzzzzzz in town!
Dec 26th
well sabaz here from LA..and wer chillin…and havin a blast..godddddddd..i wish he was in toronto..or i we shared an apt. or somethin….hes like my other half…we have our share of arguments…but hes always there for me..and the fact that hes so honest with me just makes it so much better. he makes me feel all fuzzy inside! i can tell him thats been on ma heart for a long time.
we went 2 da twins house 2 nite..it was great..they went ALL OUT! 903093 diff dinners…deserts and so on! we even had name tags on the plates! their really nice..but i have a feeling they did all that for saba..which makes me feel a lil jelouse…i just dont like sharing..i never did…i hate it how i do somethin..and ppl start copying me..or ppl becoming friends with my friends…i always had that problem…mehh…irena still goes on ma nerve…the gurl is just…i donnu how 2 describe it..i think she knows she can be very annoying..and she does it just 2 be cool…or somethin..i donnu…they both think their really mature..but their not…their brother was there too..hes growing on me…seems pretty cool…ohh..met this gurl Mina, as saba puts it, "shes artsy!" she has a great taste in music! something rare these days…
hehe..she was the bright part of the night (if you could find any)..ofcourse saba gurl was there..and she made the night easier on me..but ya…overall it wasnt as bad as i thought…we went clubbin after that..was veryyy fine..muguet was there…coolioz…u shouldve seen irenas face…lmao…soo cute! it was like saba was cheatin on her when he was going clubbing…and as usual..i look like the evil friend whos making saba do all these things taht he hates! ohh well…i guess bein the bad cop is ma main role these days…so who cares…ohh…i was also late..which is becoming a bad habbit of mine…irena was pissed…i give her that one tho…
thats pretyt much all for now…no new gurls…im bein super picky…i guess thats never bad..but fuck man..i need to make one these relationships work! its like ma jobs..2,3 weeks jobsDOESNT look good on my resume! ill do ma best MOMMY! lol…watched a couple of movies…nothin good…ohh..watched die hard again..hehe..that movie is the bomb!
parents are as annoying as always! court thing E is done on march 30th! yayyy! 3 bills and 50 community hours later..ill be free man! lmao…awww…im sure i learned my lesson! i better have!
wifey update!
Dec 26th
ok…we pretty much broke up…i kinda knew it was gonna happen..and it did…we talked on msn..and i talked about how iran is..and how much shes luvin it..and shes like ya..its great..and im like how are the cute guys? and she said their great..i saw ma ex..and i kinda have feelings for him again..and i kinda needed an excuse to enjoy the break..so im like greaaaaaat! and shes like ya..well i told you this relationship might not work durin my trip 2 iran..and i told her wat relationship? i mean we DEALT! it was like not even 2 weeks..i don think she took it well…mehhh…i guess being honest aint always that…
long story short..called her up a couple of days later..and officially did it over the phone…so yap! ohh the fucked up part was the stupid yalda party thin E for the universities…her friends were there…and they didnt know that wer not "dating" anymore..so 1st they all came up 2 me..askin how life is..and hows she and shit..and i was like shes great..bla bla..and then theyr like "ohh ibet you miss her alot" and thats when i was like…wtf..i guess they donnu…so i was like ya..i miss her…then 20 min later..i was talkin 2 this gurl..she was kinda cute…and i saw one of her friends like STARING @ me..like WTF ARE YOU DOING while ur GF IS IN IRAN"! so i felt like shit..and just stopped talkin/dancing to other gurls…maybe i shouldnt have..but i figured i should wait for her 2 tell em instead of me…that would be alil messed up.
mehh…thats some update for yaa!
im addicted!
Dec 14th
well there u go…back 2 square one! picked up a bad habbit..and her name is sabaaaaaaaaaaaa!!
jeez..if only i could hold her in my pocket or somethin! hehehe..shes so koochooloo!
ok..shes pretty smart…and her words are not bs @ all..i respect her totaly..besides..she always hooks me up with some fine bitches! lol..naww..i mean with some respectible ladies! watever..shes pretty cool..has the frutty cousin..and the KOOKOO sisters! sick ass father i might add! we have apple juice 2gheter! lemme also add that shes very loooooooooos!
anyyways..the name Saba is just cool! Saba from LA is ma nigga! and Saba toronto(or saba dokhtar) is very cool and smart! i wish she had a pocket version tho! hehehe..lil saba in ma pocket! hahaha! haha..ha..ok..not very funny anymore..its 10ish…..and im not in my funny mood..so bite me!
okayyyyy…wifey calls from iran! she expects some love! lol..shes wrong!
Dec 14th
iight..this is an official entry! ignor the spellings N read it biaatch!
ok..lets just say its not working out! her ex is likin her..and shes likin him back..i feel like the 3rd wheel man!
